tuesday... had my 1st paper yesterday... Won't say its too bad... given the amount i had to cram into my small brain... and the amount i actually REALLY got into my brain... Neurobiology.. tink killed a bit of my brain along with it haha...

one down, 5 to go.... Ooo lah lah... i'm jumping for joy... *sarcarstic*

the song still my goal... moved back a few steps these few days... but still, prob due to my exam stress n PMS prob... come on girl, u can do it!

Breaking out these few days too... tat is VERY bad.. I still have a HUGE n RED n VERY PAINFUL spot on my forehead that nothing can cover up!! the smaller ones r more or less taken care of... lucky... then still have a slight swollen right eye... Can't wait for exams to b over so i can relax!! Keep on going!!!

DYINGGGGG~~~~~ Exams sux!!! I hate exams ah!!! And lab reports!! Sad... 1st paper on monday. and i'm still very far behind! die le die le... so terrified now.... =(

Countdown!! Exams inched closer by another day!! And i was watching a korean series that is gg to show on tv... hahha... managed to stop myself from watching too much... its called "Cruel Temptation"... the female lead is so pretty n cool after her transformation! I love her whole look and how she dresses as the char... hahha... esp her hair! But tink i dun wanna cut my hair short like her...

The storyline is actually quite interesting... recommend pple to watch also... tink my mum might like watching it too!

Kk... back to my mugging le... *phew*

I happened to come across this song in my dad's ipod. Shld be uploaded inside by my bro... I think its very suitable for me right now. And probably in a way it describes how i wanna work towards... It felt like its a song, just for me... I actually felt so good and encouraged while listening to this on my way to school today. Felt so confident and light in my steps... Suddenly I felt everything is so beautiful and felt so free too... And its all i want to say, and left to say...

*Dedicating this song to all my friends and those who were once hurt... like me*

I look so good (without you)

boy i would have thought that,
when you left me I'd be broken,
with my confidence gone,
so gone.
hey boy i would have thought that
when you said that you don't want me
I'd feel ugly as if something was wrong

standin' in front of the mirror
my skin's never been clearer
my smile's never been whiter

(chorus:)
I look so good without you
Got me a new hairdo
Lookin' fresh and brand new
since you said that we were through
done with your lies
baby now my tears dry
you can see my brown eyes
ever since you said goodbye

I look so good
I look so good without you
I look so good
I look so good without you

hey i never would have thought that
when you left me
I'd feel sexy and so good in my skin again
and I never would have known that
I'd be dreaming so much better
without you in my head

standin' in front of the mirror
my clothes never fit better
my laughs never been louder

(repeat chorus)

i look so good
i look so good without you
i look so good i look so good without you

now baby my body's lookin' better than before
ain't biting my nails since you walked out of that door
I realize now i deserve so much more
than what you give
than what you give
than what you give ohhhh

Lazy day of unsuccessful effort to study.. very bad very bad indeed since 1st paper is in a week's time. Had a great dinner at some coffee house at clementi. Was suppose to be recommended on TV last week by some programme... Actually the food is really not too bad... I liked this deep fried salted egg coated scallop... weird combi but taste really good together! Went dinner with my uncle and cousins and my cousin's gf and my bro... Then had cake... chocolate cake with rum and dark cherry... from awfully chocolate!! THE CAKE WAS DELICIOUS!!!!!! absolutely heavenly!! it just melts in yur mouth and the cherry bits were just nicely mixed with hints of rum... Prob shld buy one for xmas this year!

the awfully heavenly delicious chocolate cake!!!

my cousin's bunny rabbit! very cute n hyper n cuddly...

so cute!

Parrot "Macau", gentle and so friendly... Knows how to say "hello" & its own name!! so adorable

Note: my hair just doesn't go back to the way it looked yesterday, no matter how much i blow n style it myself... i need a hair straightening iron!!! still, my hair now looks better than before the cut!! =)

Oh yeah! A great friday 13th! Well, nothing bad happened.. had a great haircut even!! Nice lunch of ayam penyet n gado-gado, and a slow nice shopping day in town! I love my new haircut!! Absolutely happy n satisfied with it. Haven't felt like that for such a long time! Only thing is that, I prob will nt be able to get my hair to look like this again based on my hair-drying skill using hairdryer hahaha... Well, since i'm gg out for dinner tnl nite, I might as well practise. Practice makes perfect isn't it? =D Though the cut was a bit on the expensive side, it was still worth it. Hopefully it will stay like that for a long time before I have to re-visit again! In the end, i cant resist taking a lot of photos of myself after the cut. So it was like cam-whoring in the ION ladies room! ahhahaha... Mirror rox!! =D the lighting was good with my camera in my hp... surprisingly haha...

Waiting for Jan to arrive.. so that i can finally get my iphone!! I'm so tired of my hp hanging on me le... it gets on my nerves! esp when i'm waiting for sms or writing sms... Parents went China for tour again, making it their 4th time visiting the same country. Yeah, I know that its a big place with many many provinces, but still.... just this year, they have been there 3 times!!! OMG... i dun get wats so facinating dere... *sigh* meanwhile I'm stuck in SG to face the dreadful exams!! I'm so dead rite now... being so behind in everything! =(

Oh well... Study study study everyone....

Self-taken with the help of the mirror
I always wanted to take a pic like this for a long time, but never had a decent one taken before this! Lighting is just perfect too! Soft and light.... =) i like it!

I look pale huh? But still hahah I like!