a song i love and feel for...

Jar of Hearts - Christina Perri
I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half-alive
Now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long
Just to feel alright
Remember how to put back
The light in my eyes

I wish I had missed
The first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back you don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Finally! I've graduated!!

after 4 long years... i've finally graduated! wahahhaha... and it's so long ago since i came back in here to blog. My FYP was successfully done and i was glad that I did quite well! Weeeee....

Now, its all down to finding a perm job and repay all my loans, get some savings down and also to help with the household income... So for now, i'm waiting for my convocation, DnD and picture taking at Universal Studio Singapore with my friends!! So exciting hahaha!

I do believe I'm still broken... judging from my own immediate reaction...

thank goodness its one huge rock off... and

Handed in my thesis today! finally one down and many more to go... Still there r many more to go before i can officially heave a sigh of relief...

Weather is so hot!!! i can't stand it!! so many showers and i'm still sticky in a short period of time... i really need aircon soon... before i start studying for exams... I'm so sleepy actually so I also dunno if i wanna study at all tonite... maybe just get 1 lect over and done with ba...

need to get things done 1st before i can catch up on latest stuff... like my nike run lar, energizer run lar, fyp lar, social life lar etc... need more time! hahahaha

last day!

I have to submit my thesis tomorrow! My last report in my entire life in NTU SBS! hahahahaha... grad grad grad!! stress stress stress....

I'm feeling so sian and vexed!!! AHHHHHHHH!!! i need an avenue to vent my frustration! so here I am!! what the hell is wrong with this feeling? Probably due to the impending doom of tomorrow that will most likely decide my fate of 4 years!! argh..... *bang head*

okay.... deep breath! * ho-hum....* kk gotta go back to my thesis now... *pout.... gloom*

Deadlines approaching

Only 4 days left to my thesis deadline... I'm getting more and more freaked out!! But it doesn't seem to do a lot of good to my motivation at all... So in the end i have to set a timeline goal so that i can finish my thesis in time.
Getting sleepy and so I'm going to bed and have a very early morning for writing...

reminiscence

after a day back in TP, i found that i really miss the poly days so much... sigh...  so much memories of so many things and people... the lockers, the lecture theatres, the labs...

This week has a public holiday on friday for us! woohoo! at least its a short week in a way... which hopefully i can get my butt down to working seriously! Then next week is my last week in SNEC... think will miss the people dere and the times too... although i wun really miss the waking up so early everyday part hahahah...
it also means that i wun get to crap at work with my colleagues, tok abt nonsensical stuff, stare at pple, tease pple etc etc hahaha... still wondering what to get for my sup and my colleague b4 we leave from fyp...

i'll know by the time comes ba... bedtime!