Wednesday, September 29

*Sometimes all I wish for is a warm hug and a shoulder to cry on.. someone who is solely mine to put all my love for*

I have a wonderful & healthy family, friends that care and love me for who I am, have a lot of wonderful things that many people out there may not have the chance to have or enjoy... Yet, this time, I just want to hold on to the selfish thought for a while... Just a one thought to hold me through what I am fighting inside me... Just to let me hold on to the thin line that is keeping me from crossing over to things I dun wanna think or do...

I pray for strength...

Sunday, August 15

just finished watching brokeback mountain... totally cried my eyes out... can't imagine if i was watching in the cinema. Would have been so embarassed after the movie with my eyes all swollen & sniffling away...
Heard from a friend that it was a good movie... & only got to watch it now... yeah, i agree with her that the movie was very sad... sigh... and we lost a very good actor... oh man... i'm feeling so sad right now... ah!!! better go to bed now...
friday the 13th : ECP : rollerblading day : sunny!!

Sunny day at ECP on a nice weekday... Blading day for 2 girls! It was so different from blading on a weekend.. Spacious and empty that it was the 1st time I just sprawl in the middle of the track n literally suntanning! hahaha.. loving blading so much! But also the 1st time after so many years of blading that i fell right on my butt that day... nursing a bruise on my left thigh now keke... still it was a long time since i had so much fun blading!

Resolution for the week: eat less, train more for the Shear's Bridge Run, & blade more!

Monday, August 9

Into the last month of school holiday... watched uncountable numbers of movies, shows, dramas etc... Really drove my brain insane with the large amount of visuals...
Sadly, I did not catch up on my reading as much as I would have loved to. Only managed to read 2 books over the 3 months. Loved "Pride & Prejudice & Zombies"... The style of writing is a little hard to digest & understand sometimes (or most of the beginning of the book).. but slowly got the hang of it and finished the book. It's really interesting to read. Now i'm gonna read a continuation of the story written by another author who also loved the original story from Jane Austen. Wonder if it's as good...

I've uploaded a new song to my blog again. This time its from a korean movie that I watched last night called "Lovers". Its a sad story i suppose... since the male & female lead doesn't get their happily ever after ending with each other. It did made me ponder over some of the conversations that they had. "What will you do if the one you are destined for, appears in front of you just before your wedding day?" Gave it some thought... and was wondering what I will do if that happens.. That aside, enjoy the song... its very soothing & melancholy in a way... i do suggest not to listen to it when you are feeling down... Or u r gonna need a huge wad of tissue to go with it....

Enjoy....

Tuesday, June 8

不知道自己在做什么,只知道我不能再一次受伤。。。 因为我没自信能够再站起来...

因为害怕,所以胆怯...

Friday, April 23

New song!

New music to listen to... swee!! hahaha....

Friday, April 16

Exam Woes

Exams stress must be getting to me. Feeling down quite often lately. Hmm... more like sian. The time constrain is not doing any good to the mood too... Need to find modes of destressing, but time is so tight with my 1st paper next friday. HELP!!!

The only thing that helps right now is listening to music, esp the mashing from Norwegian Recycling... Its really very good! I almost liked all the songs done... Other than that, dunno what else to do since my pocket is also another constrain. =P

Currently dun wanna change the background song yet, but if i do feel like switching it, I'll put up NR's songs that I liked... Tink u all will like it too. Do check out the songs by searching for the website! =)

Back to mugging after a shower... Weather is killing my skin... Keep feeling sticky....